Written by Sonakshi Arora
Dear love,
Lately, when I was swimming in the pool of my thoughts, I witnessed an unusual drama being showcased by my mind and heart. It was more of a warfare portrayal than being just an exaggerated high-pitched argument. While putting in efforts to drive away the curiosity, I discovered that the dilemma was inconceivable. It took me about a couple of hours to settle down ‘their’ subtle discussions and derive the ‘veto’, to pass a verdict that’d be solely mine.
My dream is to fly high. The agenda in hand was the ‘wings’ for my flight; whether it be the accomplishments in my career or the high points of my relationship. Yes, that’s the subject my ‘little ones’ were fighting on: ‘Romance or Romanticism?’ However, I’d like to make a clean breast that my soul whispered an ultimate decision the moment this question struck the chord. Commitment, yes, is important to keep, but my career would always be my first priority; any day!
My thinking pattern would exhibit a myriad crests and troughs if seen through an X-ray but at the end of the day, I’m darn rigid about my verdict. If my decision making was to be traced, it would metaphorically resemble the food-chain concept we all studied back in school. Each time I visit the streets of my childhood, I am forced to ponder as to how much my parents have sacrificed to bring me up in the most luxurious ways possible. It is an ultimate dream of mine to experience ‘that’ incredible feeling; feeling when I’d see my parents express their gratitude to God for bestowing me as their daughter. I want their hearts to swell with pride when they walk around the world with me.
No matter how much ever I’m keen on my relationship, I will always be inclined towards my dream a little more and that’s what’ll keep me firm about my decision. To keep myself rest assured that I won’t fall into the traps and ruins of indecisiveness, my superman’s, my grandpa’s words will always echo in my little heart.
Flutter or stutter, don’t let your wings cut. Only fly higher, each time you take off.
In the high hopes that you’d understand like you always have, here I am, signing off.
Lots of love, A daughter before your girl…
Incessant Rays 
al the best sonakshi 🙂 way to go … (y)
Thanks for all your wishes, Palak! 🙂
I am glad to be the 1st commentator :p lol really I could fell the depth of every line nd ur fellng comng out so well … dat it took my breath away line by line ….mzzaaa aa gya kuriya
much love sukhpreet singh 🙂
not the first… but u were still the early bird… It’s because a few comments were waiting to be approved before they could be published… will remove the moderation soon if the spams don’t bother much… 🙂 Happy reading…
Hey Sukhpreet,
I am sorry that you couldn’t be the first one to comment; honestly, your comment matters more than the placing of it. 🙂
And thank you so much for expressing that. Leaves me motivated. 😀
P.S. Like Sahil said, we’ll try and work on the moderation part of it asap. 🙂
Truely amazing….echoes every daughter’s determination!
I ought to say this; the very idea of this post was exactly what you extracted from it. Thank you for making my day! 🙂
Isn’t this so true for so many of us…
Definitely true for me..
It always feels good when a reader is able to relate to the piece.
I am really glad. Thank you! 🙂
Amazing choice of words………..and you have spoken my mind, i feel the same. And ur grandpa’s quote is truly well-quoted 🙂
Amazing words..full of emotions..ur truly blessed with such a great writing skills..:)..:) all the best..want to see you more ahead..:) all the best
You already have been bestowed with the best of compliments,
my take?
We got to talk!
Is there something you got to tell me? I hope not!
anyways, doing great, as usual :*
Haha. I doubt there’s anything you don’t know about me.
Nonetheless, we can talk if you like!:)
But there isn’t anything that you’d find new or relating to this article.
No words were there,no words are there we have today also in our minds to express our feelings.Finally again wish to pray our God/Baba ji bless you all that which you feel,which you dream,which you need and all in all……………. Only in love at all. Yours Grand Paa/Superman, Maa-Daida.